bright lights can blind

whats this i hear?

Is that what you say of me...
fair enough
its your opinion
judgments are the matter to the owner
all is welcome

its not a guarantee

I enter your prism and make your special en'trance
you capture the scent, my radiance, my fever, my glance

Im proud to be different
weird, wild and free
...but psycho...

not so sure on that one
its no momentum
no accessory

Im crazy with a pinch of salt
but never enough to lose-

i spot whomever i fancy
Its a challenge i get to choose

Preditor vs prey
they are oblivious to the surrounding
a twisted little truth here
my dirrty little founding

(*giggle)

I make you believe that its all you-
But smarty you figured it out

Its merely a compliment, nothing personal
its not an attack
thats not what its all about

It goes to show- a display of your unveiled thinking
Quick to turn the finger
a cowardly "save myself,
Fuck the next person"
Without remorse or blinking

You call me what you like
I cant help if im the desired topic of excitment

Ahoy 'my boy'
i have the real support
the perfect wonderbra
the 'original macoy'

I am what i am
Leave it to be
Spread it around
It doesnt bother me

Your 'A team' can take a bite out of my sweet reserection
It will detect the virus and turn it to poison
Natures a bitch
best you get your protection

You cant always get what you want
Kudos for the perseverence
Tell ur wolves the truth
they dont mind interjection or inteference

They jump at your words and rose to the occation
with a lack of grey matter,
their challenge: a meek display but an amusing stimulation

Their 'smart' rain dance came down on their own
And disgraced their dignity
dishonour is what they have shown

i am apologetic when im wrong
but im a smart-ass when i know im right
i cant really ward off millions
but i can put up a fucking good fight

Lets weigh out the pro and con's
its easy to see
the fortunate individual-
not in material gain
but a circumference of rationality

I tried so many times
and didnt mind looking a fool
i didnt care about the 411
only that you are true to you

it shows who i am
and the potential i posses
but you lined all your logs
and secured all your mess

the dam you built: in it lies mercy waters
Your muddy truths
lambs to the slaughters
At the bottom lies yourself
hidden deep
burried, forgotten, sunken down 6ft

So call me a cat- a bitch a whore
name any choice of words
im not a mantle piece
most certainly no bore

Shove those sidistic shit where the sun dont shine
frown upon these words
turn a blind eye

at leaste youre good for inspiration
thats all there is
and thats not from me
its what you let others perceive

Be'the man', 'the guy', 'the jock'
leave me alone and take your center stage
the lights are on you
enjoy it while its bright
behind those curtains is the shadow of doubt in mental sight

you know it very well

Its the podium of hypocracy and mock
Give it your best

Its all you got.